demerit pts...

recently gt demerit pts for sum traffic off tingy... haiz... is suay one lo... but wat to do... its reali my own fault which causes all tis... cant blame anyone rt??? as wat ppl owis said, do stun dun gt caught... hahaha...

sort of feelin quite dwn recently cos of many matters... but no matter wat stil haf to live wif it n face it... as wat i owis said... in life, tings dun owis goes ur way... knowin hw to handle e pro tt u face is an act of a real man to be... human being tends to learn every single mistake frm experience, but nt opinions n comments frm each other.... goin thru all e ups n dwns in life nw, wil definately make u a stronger person in e future... tryin up new tings wnt hurt u much, as long as u no e limit... wakin up every mornin knowin tt u r goin to learn new tings in life, will definately make u a contented sleeper at night... i wan to b a beta person day afta day... being complacent wif who u r is wat it tk to be a ultimate failure in life...

today gt to mit up wif sam afta sooooo long... feel so gd wor... as usual, gt to joke ard wif sam, in e present of e all time joker my beloved bro eric aka tyrant... haha... haf dinner n supper 2gather b4 till 11+ b4 we cal it a day...

STATUS

sort of feelin quite self inferior recently... mre dan ever... juz feel that im unable to match ppl ard mi, who r all doin beta n beta... yet im stil at e same old spot sufferin... seein ppl ard mi doin wel mk mi feel gd on their behalf, but on my side i feel tt im goin further e further away frm dem in terms of status...
i desparately wan to b able to match all of their status or even beta theirs... i wan to earn as much as possible durin this period of time... i dun wan or dun wish to b a 'failure' in e near future... most imptly i cant commit any major mistake frm nw till future in order to keep in pace with all of dem...
to mi nw, STATUS is vry impt, mre dan anyting else... i wan ppl to c or no mi as an vry successful man!!! i will to b a success one day!!! n e day wil cum definately!!!