STATUS

sort of feelin quite self inferior recently... mre dan ever... juz feel that im unable to match ppl ard mi, who r all doin beta n beta... yet im stil at e same old spot sufferin... seein ppl ard mi doin wel mk mi feel gd on their behalf, but on my side i feel tt im goin further e further away frm dem in terms of status...
i desparately wan to b able to match all of their status or even beta theirs... i wan to earn as much as possible durin this period of time... i dun wan or dun wish to b a 'failure' in e near future... most imptly i cant commit any major mistake frm nw till future in order to keep in pace with all of dem...
to mi nw, STATUS is vry impt, mre dan anyting else... i wan ppl to c or no mi as an vry successful man!!! i will to b a success one day!!! n e day wil cum definately!!!